:jawdrop: Ok. I have got to have more confidence in my relationship and all of this situation after all the unnecessary drama I put myself through yesterday. lol.. Sometimes we all have a "crazy" streak. It happens.

My problem is I am on break from school right now, do not work... So... I have all day to let crazy thoughts go through my mind. I volunteer at a retirement home on some days.. But that's only for awhile. The days get long!! Anyway, I had the password to my SO's FB (he had given it to me long ago) so I went on there and blocked BM. I told one of my friends what I did.. ANd she was like.. You have GOT to reverse what you just did and talk to him about it! I felt guilty ... Logged back in, unblocked.

Little did I know that when you block someone who was on your friends list, and unblock them, it just removes them from your friends list entirely. Yikes. No reversing that one. So I spent about four hours until my SO came home from work, near tears in guilt, thinking he was going to be angry that I "made" the decision for him. I told him about my crazy emotions for the day and whatnot. Surprisingly he just listened, hugged me, laughed a little and said he didn't care about any of it but he wishes in the future I'll talk to him rather than let my emotions run wild.

Boy I felt better. We talked about how he allows her to scream at him on the phone. He agreed that hanging up and sending a text that says 'only call me when you can discuss things with me as an adult' is a more productive route. Seeing how she only calls once in awhile... It might be like a month before the situation occurs again. But seeing how she flew off the handle about me just a few days ago and no longer has access to either of our personal information... Who knows.

I'm glad to know that he's on the same page as me about minimizing the drama as much as we can with her crazy ass.

Sigh.... Now if January 17th can just GET HERE. I'll have too much as school to worry about ANY of this.