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Every time i start to get in a good mood or at leat not feel so bad about my life they start acting like A**H**** again. It's so hard to explane. This is the only place in the world that it's ok that i feel like this. thanks guys!!

why am i always wrong

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I hate it when everything thing i do is wrong, or a big deal. I can't sleep so i get out of bed and go to the living room and get on here, not ten mins later, my husband come out have a fit cuz i got up. everytime i saw something he says something diff, like he's saying, no you cant ever be right. everytime i do something, he has a fit, i have locked my self in my room for a week just so i didn't have to be arounf him or my step kids, witch also meens i'v locked my self away from my kids. i just fel like i want to give up, i don't want to go on anymore.

can a 10 year old mentially abuse you????

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I have a 10 year old and a 6 year old, and i was woundering if they could mentlay abuse me? the reason i ask this is beacuse as time go's on i really feel like i am loseing my mind it has even come down to me alomost puting myself away, i really feel like they don't want me here( i have been takeing care of them for 6 years) I feel like they would be happier if i just went off and killed my self.

i think im loseing my mind

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My husbend and my step kids are driving me nuts!!!!!! its always one thing or another wwith the dame sd's i don't know what to do, im so close to leaveing but we live in s.c and all my fam lives in ny, i don't work, i don't know anyone here, the only place to g is ny and my husbend said if i took our kids(we have 2 kids togather) then he would get them back and i wont see them. I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!

more from i just don't know

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well, my step daughter age 6, hasn't goted any better and we had a appt. for her today but they wouldn't see her cuz of the inshurince. im ready to pull my hair out, i sat her down last night and tryed to talk to her about why she's acting like this and when i asked her about she she just said "beacause its awsome to hurt people" any time she's asked how she would like it if some one did it to her or something like that she just says "not fun". i'm clueless as of what to do anymore and she's comein between my husbend and i. HELP!

i just don't know anymore

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I'm 21 and have 2 step daughters 6 and 10 and 2 kids with my husbend 2 and 3mo. i married him when i was 16 and love him vary much, i just don't know what to do about the 6 year old, she has fits and says shes going to hurt us, the other day she tryed to choke my 3 mo. thats just now 5lbs. she's mean to the dog and her older sister, she pushes my 2 year old into walls, i just don't know what to do. Sad