After SS13 birthday party last Friday, BF asked me to stay until he came back from dropping off the skids to BM so we could talk. We spoke a lot, we both expressed how we were feeling and how a lot of the stresses around us such as BM, finances and my job just to name a few are affecting how we communicate, hence why there are so many arguments and the constantly going around in circles.
We are just taking baby steps for now, too many things to tackle at once.

And then….

For those of you who have read my last post, BF grandmother passed away this morning. She was a kind, gentle, strong and beautiful person, heading for 90 in July. Just before Christmas she was diagnosed with cancer, as for which kind, I could even tell you. By the time the doctors found it, the cancer had spread throughout her body. BF is very upset about it as his grandmother spent some of the most important years of his life raising him in the country.
I was on my way to drop SS13 off at school when I got the phone call from BF. Unfortunately cause I was driving I had BF on load speaker so SS13 heard the news as well.

What a way to start the day.