As most of you know, Monday thru Friday it's just Skids and I, no DH. Friday he came home early and we went to file the CS papers. Then when the girl got home from school he spent the rest of the night entertaining them. At one point SD12 had his Sonic Ear, which he uses while hes deer hunting. She played with it over an hour then I found it in the floor. I had to tell her three times to put it up. She kept saying she was still playing with it. At that time I gave her the choice on punishment or putting it away, telling her she could save the batteries and play with it outside tomorrow.

Not even 30 minutes later I was in my bedroom at the other end of the house and heard it squealing because she had it turned up to loud. I yelled for her to put it away and DH started screaming at me! I went in the livingroom and tried to tell him that I had already told her to put it away. Instead he starts chewing me out b/c he said she could play with it. I told him that she was double playing us and I had already told her no. Then he started in on what a bad bitchy stepmother I was and alot more crap I won't repeat. I looked at him and said fine their YOUR kids YOU quit YOUR job and take care of them YOURSELF! So he said fine that I could get out of the house b/c if I was taking care of them then I wouldn't be doing anything.

Then SD12 got up and started screaming and cursing me. I lightly put one hand on her to calm her down and DH jumped up and grabbed my arms. He said don't you put your damn hand on my kids. I tried to get free b/c he was hurting me. Trying to calm him down too. SD12 even told him I barely touched her but he wouldn't let go... So I bit him... hard. Then he threw me against the wall. I got free and went and packed a suitcase. When I went in the kitchen to get my Chihuahua's dog food. He said I could leave but I wasn't taking his half of the car. I reminded him that he was taking my half of the house and all my money was wrapped up in HIS kids and I could take the car anywhere I wanted.

He locked me in the bedroom with him and I chewed him out for a good hour and a half. To be honest I am still pissed! He's walking on egg shells with me. I let him know if he EVER! touched me like that again I would have him arrested and HIS kids could go into foster care! He never really apologized but he did admit he was wrong. I asked him if he ever stopped to think what all this was doing to me? That I lost my job, gave up all me time, I was screamed at daily by him and his kids, and for what? To be treated like crap by all of them. I told him it ended here, that the next time I would be leaving for good! He admited that he never thought at all about me or what I was going threw. He said I didn't ask for or deserve any of it.

I told him from now on there will be me time. Time with NO kids! I told him he would be fixing my bedroom door where it would shut right and when he was home he could care for his kids himself. That when the door was shut they were all to leave me the heck alone. I also told him that after he told me that I would have to leave the house since he paid for everything, that if I EVER heard anything like that again he would have to start paying me to care for and feed his kids Monday thru Friday, just like a nanny and I would expect weekends off. Oh and sex would be $200 an hour b/c if he was going to treat me like a whore then he could pay me like one.

I sick and tired of this. My family is all saying "I told you so". If I leave I'm running away. Far Far Away! From him and my family!