Seriously. I have not set foot outside my house since I got home from my family reunion on Wednesday. It's too damn hot! Ok-wait. We did go to library story time Thursday. Ok- since Thursday, I have not left my house. I have spent the last three days in my pjs.

I must get out of this house. Away from my much loved bio-son, Gibby. He's 8. I can't take any more Disney or Nickelodeon.

I must get away from my skids; the sound of the dishwasher; the piles of laundry to wash; the dogs... I am spening all my time reading, facebooking and steptalking. I do my rubber badn excercises and step aerobics. I can't get to the treadmill, cause it's in the garage, on the back of our farm.

I live 10 miles from town. It only has a gas station and a small grocers. The biggest towns are 30 miles in any direction. But I have no need to go out "window shopping." Like Gibby said today, if we go out, we just wanna buy stuff.

Ugh. I have to do something soon. I know I have a doctor's appointment next Thursday, and I do get to go out of town alone next weekend to go to a friend's wedding.

Loghead will be out of town Sunday- Tuesday for his temp job. He's taking his older boys with him. Maybe Gibby, Princess and I should go back to my parents' vacation home. At least there I can sit on the beach and dip my toes in the lake while Gibby and Princess swim and I read...