Ok so I just had my first baby after a long ordiel to have one of our own. 2 miscarriages and surgeries along with them and the Dr telling us we would not have any of our own kids. Well he is 6 months old and I have a 4 year old ss. I honestly think I'm letting my relationship with bm and mil get in the way of how I feel about my ss. I have noticed I honestly have given up on trying to even talk to my ss, cause I got into a fight with bm and then one with mil. (they live together If u hadn't read any other posts). I love him but I hate dealing with the situation and after 6 years of biting my tounge and putting up with the bs ans games.