I have to save the last several months have been ok. I have found myself busy with my work, photography and my kids. I have not asked DH who he is talking to or making any comments about his girlfriend (his Samsung S4).

So I've had 3 photo shoots in the last two months, 2 weddings and 1 senior shoot. The wedding on saturday was a big job, 5 1/2 hours of shooting. I was totally exhausted and the baby was glad I was home. DH didn't have any real problems with Baby12mo, she didn't scream or anything. I even called once to check-in.

I think it has saved my sanity these last few months, to focus on the photography. I have been boosting my business, through websites, word of mouth, FB and other forums. So my phone goes off, like constantly. I look at the message and decide if it's something I want to persue.

DH complained on yesterday, that I was on my phone TOO MUCH. OMG, seriously dude. DH says I had been on my phone after the wedding on saturday and then most of sunday. I had been on it a fair amount but I was asking a photographer friend for some advice on editing. He knew this because I told him.

Now everytime my phone goes off, he asks "who is it" "who you texting now". Damn seriously. My phone isn't on silent and it isn't locked so he could just pick it up and look. I'm sorry to say he'd be really heartbroken to see text reminders that someone is looking for photography work. LOL

It seems the tides have somehow shifted. I use to ask DH about talking to skids, BM or who he was talking to, answering, and him living on his phone. I just don't care anymore. I am trying to build my photography business and make contacts for events. I busy myself with other photographers and my 3 kids.

Our DD12mo birthday party is this weekend. She's turning 1 and I'm super excited to decorate. I got on pintrest and went over DIY stuff to make tutu's for the little girls and a tutu wreath. I talked DH into going yesterday to the party store to finish up the stuff. DH was like "I can't believe you are getting all this stuff." and "I dont know anyone who gives the kids goodie-bags to take home from a party". Seriously??

Anyways I am going all out and DH says this "I hope the rest of the kids (which really means skids) aren't upset we didn't go all out for their birthdays" So I told him that my 2 kids would understand because I went all out for their parties when they were little so they expected it. I then said "you 2 (bm and dh) didn't throw a big party for your kids at 1?" Umm nope they didn't. Oh well that's on the 2 (bm and dh) of you then isn't it?

I hope that things go smoothly even though I know SD11 and SD8 will be there, hopefully not pouting because my friends kids will be their playing with my kids. DH decided to invite literally 1 of his friends to our daughter's party, so the majority will be people skids don't even know. My family, My friends and My kids will be comfortable with each other. I have a feeling that SD11 will be stuck up DH's Azz. Oh well they can have each other. LOL

I have 895 wedding photos to edit from the wedding, 3 tutu's to finish, 1 wreath to finish, 2 cakes to make and a house to decorate. I am busy, now DH wants to complain because I'm not waiting around at his beck-n-call. How many of you remember the post where DH said to me "go live your life"? I am.

I will let you all know just how stinking adorable my DD will be in her tutu and cake face. I love my little munchkin.