Well, yesterday I was having a bit of humour in my blog(and I dont mind if people still post in it because it really is just for fun) and today you can imagine what a piece of shit I feel like when BM calls around 12:45AM today telling SO that his Daughter overdosed on tylenol in an attempt to commit suicide....she is turning 15 in December.

This women calls ONLY to ask for CS when it isnt paid on the first, she will e-mail also, AGAIN she FAILED to let SO know what the fuck is going on...The first time she did this was when we dropped off an IPOD at BMs place in may and the financial investigator came out in her--after her inquisitions she than proceeds to tell us that SS failed Gr.7 but will be promoted to Gr.8...isn't that more important first off than getting money?
I told SO this(before) and today(perhaps I shouldnt have) that BMs concern firstly is receiving her CS...she has Sole Custody of the kids(SD 15 &SS13)(there divorce was 14 yrs ago and it was during a PRO-Mom Era, I have primary residency of my DD and have joint custody, it is definitely not PRO-Mom now).

His daughter has some MAJOR self body image issues and was upset that all the girls in her HighSchool, were thin and beautiful, and she felt she couldnt compete(I am sure there are other issues). This girl is not fat and she is extremley pretty! What the HELL is going on in todays youth? Even my 5 year old makes odd remarks. BM has a history of BPD and I wonder if it is hereditary(although in BMs case--I think it is a temper tantrum and not BPD).

SD has requested that she wants to live with SO & I and I have absolutely zero problems in her coming to live with us...I think we can give her a more balanced home(I dont think BM is a shitty mother she just has weird tendencies)...BM spews so much religious rhetoric in her children, that SD is afraid to lie, even about her age(ex-when we stayed at a hotel- kids 13 and under were free) she almost cried, SS was petrified during a thunderstorm that it was the apocalpyse..BM put SD on anti depressants and never consulted SO about this(she doesnt have to as she has Sole Custody--from a legal POV) but I mean come on...this is a chemical going into your daughters body. BM claims that, she tried to get a hold of him, yes she did, she wanted CS-she didnt bother mentioning the rest...This is the same women that told her 4 & 6 yearold kids(at the time) that Santa doesnt exist---her claim because she doesnt want to lie to her children.

SD will be in the hospital for a few weeks, I really hope she will be okay. She really is a wonderful person and I would hate to see her in this kind of mental turmoil. SO is going to see her tonight(visiting hours are in the evening)...I also wonder if SD does stay with us I would assume CS would be cancelled since SS would be with BM( i probably shouldnt have mentioned that to SO this morning--feel gulty) but sometimes this STEPLIFE can be a financial burden and VERY much Anxiety Ridden...if it was just me and DD I would have a lot more money saved, would graduate...it doesnt matter about that, but being a Single Mother from the get go, I have a different perspective than most people would.