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Submitted by 12yrstepmonster on Tue, 01/01/2013 - 2:52am

My mom just removed her NG feeding tube, while I was out of the room talking to my drunk estranged younger brother.

The tube was stitched into her .

You think at 10, 20, 30, 40 that there is time to patch things up in a family. My brother has spent many years making my moms life hell.

My older brother and you.get brother have not talked in years. Today my you.get brother is figuring out the importance of family. A little to late

I'm sorry to post here, but I have noone to turn to. I'm supposed to bear it all, stand tall.

It's 4am. I have had a long day, a longer night. I've been here for almost 24 hours. You can't leave a scared dying person.

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Submitted by 12yrstepmonster on Tue, 01/01/2013 - 6:34am

They brought in a bed for family days ago. I live 25min away, but my aunt used the bed.

They are very accomadatimg

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Submitted by Yosemite on Tue, 01/01/2013 - 4:04am

((Hugs)) I am very sorry you are in that position.....my heart and prayers are with you. I don't know if it would help you but when my aunt was in hospice it helped me pass the time by talking to her about good times we had together and I told her all the things I loved about her and would never forget, even though she couldn't really respond to me.

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Submitted by Most Evil on Tue, 01/01/2013 - 8:44am

Oh I am sorry and do know how that is, just this summer with my dad and crazy sis.

Try to get some sleep and eat, those simple things are so hard to get in that situation!

God bless your mom and I will pray to lessen her suffering. HUGS