I am having one of those days today. I just want something, anything to go right. I have not heard from my dream job yet and I'm beginning to think that I won't. We just got several thousands of dollars of medical bills because DHs job switched insurance to some crappy "savings acct plan" that has an enormous deductible. And SS's behavior continues to deteriorate to the point that I can't control him. Of course DH doesn't see it that way. I think that the only way that my relationship with DH will improve is if ther is some resolution with this every other day placement schedule. I drew the line in the sand and told DH that I can't continue to be the sole child care provider while he and BM have jobs that take them away for 24 hrs at a time. DH wasn't pleased with this and threw the "this was fine before" line at me. I guess I just am praying for some resolution