Even if you dont feel like writing, please let us know you are still out there. I have been where you are now, in the dark, I'm not going to say "I know how you feel" as we are not the same person, we have different emotions. But I do know how it feels to hurt. To have your own world swallow you whole, until nothing is left but the darkness. Please see your way through. Please give a "I'm ok." to us, you don't have to say anything more. My prayers are with you and your son. Chel.