I was doing so well since I last blogged on here. I had moved into my house, was starting to see someone else, well at least thinking about it and then some how he just sucks me right back in. Last weekend I had off for work and not much planned. My ex texted me to come have a drink with him. I asked him why and he said he was celebrating and that I should come and he would explain. Well it was either that or stay at home alone-so I went. I go there and the bar was full of people we both knew. I felt a little more at ease that I wouldn't look like I was there just for him and didn't need to sit and talk with him all night. He bought me a drink and then told me he got his court papers back for child support. They all came back as she was denied a raise. This was great to hear and I was happy for him. His BM is a horrible person and tries to do anything for more money and i'm glad that she was finally turned down! I hate to say it, but I thought to myself maybe we could make this work again. She has tried everything else to threaten him and myself that this must be it. Since then, I have been talking to him everyday again and even spending time at his house. This coming weekend he is suppose to have his dd12 and I am really trying to keep an open mind and just focus on the positives that we are having this last week. I want to give him the benefit of the doubt and I am willing to give this one more weekend to see if he is really as committed in this relationship as I have been and hopefully can be once again. I really hope that I am wrong this time.