I went to the courthouse this morning and got a temp. restraining order. Then I have to go to court on May 2nd (Dad's BD) for a hearing over it.
I called my attorney and started the process of filing for divorce.
Then I went to work.
H called, bawling. Oh, how he loves me sooo much. How he'll do anything to save our marriage. That was before I went to work.
He called again after I got off work. He has made us a counseling appt. for Thurs. Which I will not attend. Counseling is great and all, but it can't fix this. It can't fix whatever it is in H that has made him treat me like dog doo since day one.
I was remembering saying my wedding vows. I was very nervous, and giggled a bit. H chewed me out right in the middle of the vows. The minister that married us had to stop, and explain to H that sometimes people get nervous and the giggling was just an involantary response. I should've stopped right then and there.
Anyway, H now says he admits all that garbage with SD18 was wrong. And he'll never see her again if that's what it takes (???) Yeah, right H. Like I would even want something like that to happen. I asked him why, all of a sudden, does he admit I was treated wrongly? Why all this admission now, when I've been so sad, so hurt, for the entire year of marriage. He's feeding me a line of bull, and I will not fall for it.
I'm just so tired. No sleep last nite, athe the Courthouse this morning, work from noon on. I'm done. I told H I'd rather die than go on living like this, and I meant it.
I talked to my son last nite. He was so glad I'm ending it. And wants his chance to tell H what he thinks of him. And of SD18.
Seems a young man he works with is dating a girl from here. The girl is SD18's age. And she went this past weekend to see her bf. In BS's words, she's a true skank. Anyway, he asked her if she knew SD18. She said yeah, I know her. We made out once.
Ick. That's H's precious for ya. I want nothing to do with either of them.
Anyway, restraining order is in effect. Divorce papers are being prepared. It's over. In my heart, it is so over.
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I havent beem on in a while, so I was happy to read she was gonna leave him FINALLY! I hope she is OK!
Thanks for the concern, my friends.
"To Thine Own Self Be True" William Shakesphere
I went to the courthouse this morning and got a temp. restraining order. Then I have to go to court on May 2nd (Dad's BD) for a hearing over it.
I called my attorney and started the process of filing for divorce.
Then I went to work.
H called, bawling. Oh, how he loves me sooo much. How he'll do anything to save our marriage. That was before I went to work.
He called again after I got off work. He has made us a counseling appt. for Thurs. Which I will not attend. Counseling is great and all, but it can't fix this. It can't fix whatever it is in H that has made him treat me like dog doo since day one.
I was remembering saying my wedding vows. I was very nervous, and giggled a bit. H chewed me out right in the middle of the vows. The minister that married us had to stop, and explain to H that sometimes people get nervous and the giggling was just an involantary response. I should've stopped right then and there.
Anyway, H now says he admits all that garbage with SD18 was wrong. And he'll never see her again if that's what it takes (???) Yeah, right H. Like I would even want something like that to happen. I asked him why, all of a sudden, does he admit I was treated wrongly? Why all this admission now, when I've been so sad, so hurt, for the entire year of marriage. He's feeding me a line of bull, and I will not fall for it.
I'm just so tired. No sleep last nite, athe the Courthouse this morning, work from noon on. I'm done. I told H I'd rather die than go on living like this, and I meant it.
I talked to my son last nite. He was so glad I'm ending it. And wants his chance to tell H what he thinks of him. And of SD18.
Seems a young man he works with is dating a girl from here. The girl is SD18's age. And she went this past weekend to see her bf. In BS's words, she's a true skank. Anyway, he asked her if she knew SD18. She said yeah, I know her. We made out once.
Ick. That's H's precious for ya. I want nothing to do with either of them.
Anyway, restraining order is in effect. Divorce papers are being prepared. It's over. In my heart, it is so over.