First, I saw 2 townhouses, and one is perfect!! I put in the application to rent and I should know by Friday if I got it. Any prayers, happy thoughts, or anything you can send my way would be much appreciated!

I finally broke down and told my brother what was going on. He spread it to the rest of my family for me. They were not happy that I came back to AHH last time and told me that they would not support me if I changed my mind again. I have been really afraid to tell them everything and was afraid that I was on my own. Thankfully, they are all 100% behind me. So that is a huge relief.

DH is still trying to be sweet but I am not having it at all. Last night I got like 10 texts from friends and family right as he came upstairs. I immediately went to "sleep" when he got in bed. He made a comment about me waking up for my boyfriend and not him. I just said whatever and rolled over and closed my eyes.

This morning, SS was being a total ass himself and after a screaming fit about how much he hated me and throwing his book bag, lunch and coat on the floor. I just told my bio it was time to leave and I told AHH that I was leaving SS with him. It was his problem that his child acted that way. Then I walked out the door not waiting for a response.

It felt so good to leave like that. I can't wait for all of this to be over and me and my kids can finally move on. I can be the woman and the mother that I used to be. I really miss me.