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RockyRoads's picture

I need to know if I am just being over sensitive?  Against my wishes because there has been issues in the past ,SO had SD stay to watch the pets while we were away.She will be 18 in a few months.  She had several issues the first few days and bothered SO about it. One was that our youngest cat was missing.  Cats will hide for hours . But  I find out that SD called BM to help her look for the cat. I feel violated and have told SO he has to have a talk with SD.  I don't want BM in the house unless it is a life or death situation. Am I over reacting?

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hereiam's picture

I certainly wouldn't want BM in my house. 

There was no reason to invite BM over, especailly without clearing it with you guys, first. Your home should be BM free at all times. That's my motto.

MorningMia's picture

If the BM and skids in my life had lived closer, I could see this same situation occurring because they wanted a boundary-less world,  full openness and access, full enmeshment, full attention, and full control. SD used to Facetime her mother while walking through our home; I knew she was giving her a tour (uh, the phone camera was turned outward). It crosses all boundaries. 

RockyRoads's picture

They live within walking distance. I can literally see BMs house from mine. I wish it was further away.  When SD was still staying here she would take pictures of anything new we would buy or do to the house. She thought no one saw her. Of course SO thought I was being ridiculous and thought even if she was she just wanted pictures. Yes a teenager wants to take pictures of a half bathroom remodel and show them off to her friends. SO the ridiculous one.  

Lillywy00's picture

Maybe she thought losing the cat was life or death

idk I wouldn't want some beastly breeder up in my personal space either. 
 

maybe install some cams just in case she tries it again you can see what she's doing even tell her to get out or tell your so to tell her not to set her pinky toe beyond the driveway curb

Rumplestiltskin's picture

Nobody wants their SO's ex in their house without their permission. Nobody. Obv Princess can't handle catsitting so don't have her do it anymore. She should stay with her mommy when you guys are gone since she needs her so much.

This enmeshed codependent family isn't going to change. 

JRI's picture

I'm not making excuses and I positively never wanted BM here in the house.  But, this girl is only 17.  My guess is she freaked out about the cat and, without thinking it through, called her mom for help.  Your SD doesn't sound like she's quite up to pet sitting yet.

RockyRoads's picture

SD was literally on the phone with SO. It wasn't like she was texting and it was taking hours to respond. She could have said to him she was really worried should she call BM to help. I know she isn't responsible enough for pet sit.  I told him after the last time I didn't want her to do it any more. He won't listen.

Harry's picture

This was his idear fo cr pet sitting and SD with the result of BM coming over   It's time for DH to redecorate your home.  Paint all the rooms, replacing all the floors.   Replace the furniture.   A new home with out BM.  Personally I don't know wast I would do. What a underhand thing  

 

 

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RockyRoads's picture

I was trying to handle it nicely and just want him to tell SD that she needs to ask him first to see if it is actually something to call BM about. And it pisses me off SD was on the phone with him. Let SD know that only call BM if there is a human injured or a fire. Plus that first call for that should be an emergency call . Anything else needs to go through SO. But instead it has now been turned around on me. It always gets turned around on me. It is because he won't tell his dysfunctional first family anything. So fetting mad  at me gets him out of saying anything to them. Because I am wrong. 

Winterglow's picture

"DuH, why would I be OK with the woman you used to fuck raking around in my home and snooping through my belongings?"

Did they at least find the cat?

Winterglow's picture

I would have felt violated too.

RockyRoads's picture

No. She came out from hiding later that night.  Looking for her probably added to it worse. But why would SD listen my SO and just let it be.  

grannyd's picture

Rocky, it would not have been necessary for me to fuss over a BM invasion because my husband would have blown his top before I had a chance to complain. Ugh! The very thought of my husband’s ex-wife rummaging through my things, snooping around my house for dust and grime, makes my gorge rise. 

She was there, searching, for an hour?! I’ll bet the farm that there wasn’t a single nook or cranny that escaped her scrutiny. Hon, I’d be livid! At the risk of giving offence, I’m convinced that your partner is more enmeshed with his former family than he will ever be with you.

 The fact that you’re afraid to speak your mind is very telling. Hon, I’d be screaming so loud and furiously that the neighbours would hear every word. Leave the dumbass, for Pete’s sake! He’ll never change.

RockyRoads's picture

Thanks Granny, I am glad you can see it that way.  I know how women are and yes I am sure she looked everywhere for the "cat". What a purr-fect opportunity to snoop. I should know my SO wouldn't see it from my point of view. I want to leave but I don't want to be on my own.  

grannyd's picture

As angry as I am on your behalf, Hon, your:

'What a purr-fect opportunity to snoop'  had me laughing like a hyena. Thank heavens that you've managed to maintain your sense of humour! Give rose

Dollbabies's picture

the feeling of not wanting to be on my own, completely. You're visualizing an eternity of being by yourself. But it's really not like that. Life has a way of moving you forward to a new life, like it or not.

And you're forgetting that you already have family and friends who will be glad to have more time with you.

Please don't let the fear of being alone keep you from leaving a relationship that doesn't work for you. I was marking time for years and years while my kids were growing up in an unhappy first marriage, with a man who got worse as time went on. I say I stayed because I didn't want to be a half time parent, which was true, at least in part. But I was also afraid to take that step because I couldn't see the other side.

But once I got there I felt SO much better. Not having to put up with the whims and demands of my ex was so healing. Yes, it was hard at first but that didn't last very long. I remember coming home from work about a month after we split and sitting down with a new book, eating my popcorn and cheese, and realizing no one was going to rain on my parade and it was WONDERFUL. It's one of my favorite memories.

Not meaning to play shrink here, but is it possible the sense of loss you dread has more to do with the death of your first husband and less about leaving this very damaged man? 

RockyRoads's picture

The loss of my husband always has me wondering why I do the things I do now. I had a wonderful life with him and really lived. I guess maybe I stay in this relationship because I don't feel I should be truely happy without him and I am not. Maybe I don't want to face loss again.  But I have lost myself and I don't know if that is because of my husbands passing or because of my SO.  It is so hard to explain. 

Dollbabies's picture

the beginning of facing a future without my dearly loved husband but I think I understand a little of the confusion you describe. Six months today.

RockyRoads's picture

Dollbabies, what I am going through is nothing compared to what you are . I think about my husband that has passed every single day.  Oh what I would give to have him back.  Sending hugs to you. 

Dollbabies's picture

the kind words but what I'm trying to say is that your dread of being alone is possibly caused by the death of your husband, not ending this relationship. You don't want to feel that extreme loss again and are willing to put up with crap from this idiot just so you won't. I just don't think you will. 

Rags's picture

Not to pontificate, and I know that I do.  Your dear departed DH's would want you to have wonderful lives.

Know that.

If I were a departed DH I would want my bride to have a life of adventure, and of love.  However, I would not want her to sacrifice herself on the altar of SParental martyrdom to a failed man, failed father, and their failed family baggage.

Are you living well, are you living your best life?  That is the question you owe yourself an answer to and appropriate action to resolve if the answer is no.

Loss is difficult, but it is a process to get over and it is ultimately temporary.  Tolerating anything less than living your best life is a self conviction and self ordered life sentence.

IMHO.

Take care of you.

Dollbabies's picture

spot on. When he realized that there were no more rabbits to be pulled out of anyone's magic hat he told me he wanted me to not let his death define the rest of my life, that he wanted me to embrace my future - and cut off contact with his kids. The last part is easy but the other parts I have not yet quite achieved. 

RockyRoads's picture

Rags , I do agree. I should be living a life that makes me happy. I know what I need to do but I am terrified of facing the unknown again. I question myself on too many what ifs. 

Rags's picture

Rocky and Doll,

More ((((Hugs)))).

If my DW did not live up to her best life upon my demise, I would be a PITA haunting presence until she did.  Nothing horrific. But a notable PITA that teasingly made it clear who it was and what she owed to herself.

Live well ladies. You owe that to yourselves.

Wink

Boo!

Preved

Dirol

Kiss 3

grannyd's picture

Hey, Dollbabies,

You’ve written:

 ‘You're visualizing an eternity of being by yourself. But it's really not like that. Life has a way of moving you forward to a new life, like it or not.’

Well said! I left my first husband, a serially cheating, abusive pedophile while I was unemployed and with two daughters, 4 and 5 years old. I was terrified to be alone with no means of support; my first husband has never paid a cent of maintenance for his children. A few years later, after achieving financial stability from success in the business world, I married, then divorced, a European bully who, though outwardly charming and caring, believed that a woman existed to 'serve her man'. 

After 2 strike-outs, I was done with romantic involvements until surprise, surprise, I met and married the man of my dreams. We dated for 5 years, since I lacked confidence in my ‘picker’, but my DH is truly one in a million; honest, generous, supportive, solvent, handsome, faithful and a smoocher extraordinaire.

Hon, you’ve stated:

‘Yes, it was hard at first but that didn't last very long. I remember coming home from work about a month after we split and sitting down with a new book, eating my popcorn and cheese, and realizing no one was going to rain on my parade and it was WONDERFUL.’

Yup! I’ll never forget my own first night alone, in an unfurnished apartment (moving co. mix-up). After making a bed on the floor with pillows and blankets that I’d brought with me, I cried from pure joy, relief and freedom!

Rocky, I can guarantee that your life will be much happier if you leave your unstable partner. It’s been my experience that living alone ensures a far more contented and stress-free existence than co-habiting with a man whose care and consideration will always reside with his first family.

MissK03's picture

Ugh it's sickening when this happens!! No you are not overreacting !

It happened to me in 2020. At that point BM had not been in our house for two and half years..

She used our dying dog (which was never hers only SOs) as an excuse to come in. While we were both at work and she was randomly picking up SD... She put SD (then 13) in an awkward position... she asked her to come into the house...

I saw this on the cameras a day later. None of the kids had mentioned it to us that BM came in...

She was in the house for 8 minutes... My head was spinning when I saw it on the cameras. When SO called me on break I demanded he do something about this and let her know she wasn't welcome.

He did.. she started crying and then her husband called SO... and agreed with him. 

SO DID blame me for it though..in a round about way... which I him corrected later about... 

RockyRoads's picture

My feelings are not being validated by my SO. Instead he is saying it is my insecurities and BM would not have wanted to be here but SD was worried the car was lost. He then turns it around and says I don't put myself in his shoes as a divorced dad just trying his best. I said you have to tell SD that this can't happen and I said I don't want her pet sitting anymore she is not good at it.  He said it is his daughter he can't do any of those things or he will lose her altogether. I said I am not telling you to be mean to her, I said you are allowed to correct your child when they do something you don't appoint. He can't and won't do it. I am in tears 1. Because he is not understanding how I feel 2. He is defending his dysfunctional family 3. He will not do as  I ask by not letting her pet sit anymore. They are my pets too and they are not being treated the way I want. 4 Why am I staying in this relationship 

MissK03's picture

Tell him bottom line BM is NOT allowed in the house. If SD needs to have someone to call for an emergency then you need to find someone.... friend.. family member... someone else in line for where you are away and have DH tell SD for next time. 

As for the pet sitting. I 100% understand this too. In April my dogs were not let out for almost 24 hours while skids were home (21,19, and 17 FFS.) There are companies you can hire to stop over and look after pets. Maybe look into those while you are away. You can also plan someone on top of SD to maintain pet care. 

Winterglow's picture

I'd find a pet hotel where I could board them thus removing the need for a sitter. SD isn't capable of keeping them safe therefore you find another solution. No matter what the cost.1

MissK03's picture

This can be tough. A pet hotel (I know for me) is absolutely worst case scenario for 1 of my dogs. He would NOT do well and would be extremely stressed to be boarded. I have options so this will never get to this point though.

AgedOut's picture

all you can do is make sure there isn't a next time. "I've worked it out w/ friend/neighbor/animal motel to take care of kitty while we're gone. After what happened last time it just isn't fair for poor SD to struggle through it again."

RockyRoads's picture

SD called SO several times to see if our neighbors could let the dog out because she got busy. SO finally gave her the neighbors number and made her call if she needed them.  I get she has stuff to do being a teenager but we are paying her, this was a job. And it is her dog from when she was little.  inhave had a pet sitter do it. It was less stressful for me with the sitter. But SO cares more about how sad his daughter willl be if she can't do it.  I said then let her watch the dog and I will have the sitter come and feed my cats and spend time with them. He said they would be rude. Believe me I have considered so many options and SO will not agree to any of them.  

Dollbabies's picture

has way too much power over you. And he knows it. I know it's easier said than done, but you have to take your power back. Tell him you have made the decision to do xyz with your cat going forward and this topic is no longer up for discussion.

If you are afraid to do this because he will get upset and yell at you, think about what this means. You're in an abusive relationship. Because you are accepting it I have to wonder if your past relationships have included this. 

notsurehowtodeal's picture

You asked why you are still in this relationship, and you said you don't want to leave because you don't want to be alone. You have answered your own question. What you have to understand is being alone after the end of a relationship is only temporary. If you want a new relationship, you will find one - after you have "done the work" and healed from this one first! Fear of being alone is not a good reason to stay in a relationship that is making you miserable on a daily basis . Your DH is never going to put you first and he is never going to take your feelings into consideration and that does not work for you.

We have had several members of this site leave their partners and every single one of them has ended up happier. Most ended up in new relationships that are healthier and happier or discovered they were perfectly content to be on their own. You can do it too! You have tried every way you can to make this work, and because it is only you trying, things are never going to change. You are not too sensitive - you need to get mad at this situation so you can take action to make it better.

JRI's picture

At age 24 with a 5 yo and a 3 yo, I realized I'd have to leave my druggie ex.  I had my health, brains and average looks.  I thought, "I guess I'll never have another man in my life,".  I was sad.

Lol.  Sometimes, we don't think clearly.  Similsrly, I was in counseling 8 years later when DH2 and I were have trouble over the step situation and I talked about splitting.   I said "I don't know if I can make it on my own''.  It was the only time I ever heard my counselor laugh out loud 

If you decide to go, you will be ok.

 

Felicity0224's picture

No, you are not being overly sensitive. I would absolutely go crazy if BM was ever to set foot in my house. I think almost all of us here would! 

I don't want to be harsh, but you say you won't leave because you're afraid of being alone. But in many, many ways you already ARE alone. Sure you have the physical presence of another human. But this man is not "with" you because he is never on your side. He's disregarded your wishes, expectations, requests, and boundaries over and over. You, by yourself, would be better company FOR yourself if you weren't constantly doing the mental and emotional gymnastics it takes to deal with your SO and his kids. And after some time to heal, I can assure you that you could find a better partner, if that's what you want. 

Rags's picture

With this, SD has voided all trust IMHO.  She does not invite the toxic opposition parent into the home of a new family under any circumstance without prior approval from both of the spouses in that marriage.

For any reason. 

Time for the full meal deal security system that monitors every square inch of the property and notifies of ever entrance and exit from the property. Had that been in place, you would have been notified, and you could have called the Police when BM set foot on your property. And I would have if I were you.

This is why a long distance visitation schedule is so much less drama filled than  local EOW/EOWE visitation. Neither parent can overstep so easily and kids cannot make related bad decisions as readily.  LD visitation is one of the key contributors to DW, SS, and me being so close and giving us the ability to counter toxicity in the shallow and polluted end of the kid's gene pool.

Accountability for behviors has to be maintained whether the toxic end of things likes it or not, or the toxic parental Kool-Aid drinking failed family progeny like it or not.

RockyRoads's picture

I wish they lived further away. SKs don't even spend time with SO anyway.  SO is going to do nothing about this. He said that SD was just really worried and that he is sure BM didn't really want to be in our house but wanted to help SD.  I call bullshit on it all. Instead he would rather let me be upset . We have fought about this several times now and there is nothing more to discuss. But yet now he wants to keep asking me why I am being quiet and seem sad. There is nothing more to discuss why do I just want to keep fighting about something he is going to do zero about. 

Yesterdays's picture

Youre not over sensitive and not overreacting. No one wants their ex in their house. I would be horrified... It's an invasion of privacy. My ex and I do not step foot in each other's houses.

Before my husband and I got together bio mom kept trying to get inside his house. One day he was going on a trip and he actually nailed his bedroom shut. She texted him all livid and he told her do not step foot in my house again. And then he rekeyed.

The problem is you know it's a privacy thing and makes you feel violated, rightly so. Your husband is dumb if he doesn't see the issue. 

ESMOD's picture

If your husband was reachable.. then he needed to be asked if mom could help look.

I guess I could see her asking mom if the cat had been joint pet with mom at one time? but stilll.. dad should have been given the option of having his EX help look.

I'm guessing the girl was trying to avoid telling dad she thought the cat was lost on her watch..

RockyRoads's picture

SO was reachable. She was on the phone with him talking to him about it. Not just texting. He told her the cat would come out.  The cat was never BMs.  I can't comprehend why she even contacted BM. But at this point I can't go back in time and stop it but going forward I want SD to know that BM is not supposed to be in the house. And I am so upset SO can't see why I am so upset with it. 

Dollbabies's picture

why you're upset with it. He sees it just fine.

He refuses to acknowledge that your feelings are valid because he doesn't want to deal with it. There is a difference. He would rather have you be upset than doing something about it and piss off SD and his ex. 

Rags's picture

To avoid this in the future, follow the advice for it not happening in the future. Hire a cat sitter to come in once a day to check on the critters, feed them, play with them, and love on them.

My SS is a cat guy and when he travels, that is what he does. He was worried about his very high maintenance demanding feline Empress having issues with his absence, separation anxiety, etc...  His cat sitter lady was great. He has Cat Cams all over his apartment.  He checks througout the day and .... no drama. The cat plays readily with the cat sitter, the cat is fine on his return, and .... if he had a kid with a toxic X, there would be zero risk of the X rifling around his home over some bullshit cat emergency.

Cut family out of it.  They far too often disappoint beyond measure over things that do not have to be dramatic.  For damned sure minimize any opportunty for an X to enter your home.

qtpie013178's picture

I wouldn't be keen on SD in the house alone. BM in the house is cringey and maybe disrespectful at best, and an invasion of privacy at worst.