That's pretty much my plan. I will be calling HUD and asking my contacts for assistance in getting my own place. Going to be a lot harder with a new pup but I'm done with feeling like crap when she's here and his permissive nonsense. This lady was sitting across from us in the restaurant and she was just staring at my vacant, disengaged self. I could feel her pity radiating towards me and it made me even more angry and upset. I still read the text message his mother sent. Can't wait for "this woman" to be out!

I refuse to let her near my dog. He keeps trying to insist that I don't need help with correcting his behavior (similar to his perception that he's the world's greatest parent). I had to put her in her place earlier when she was trying to mimic my being the alpha over my puppy. ONE MASTER! If I caught either of them abusing my pup, there'd be hell to pay. I'm contemplating not paying the electric bill that he finally relented on letting me paying. I'm done with everything.

LOL. That's what it feels like when she comes over. No, day one of her visiting. Luckily, its a short visit this week. Her last night is tomorrow and he'll be gone from Friday to Sunday. I am not doing anything for him for FD as he told me on MD that I'm "not a mother". Sorry that our child died and I didn't have a chance to be a mother. Meanwhile, everyone ELSE told me Happy MD. I will be sure to be "busy" with my pup somewhere. If this were my first date, I would have saved myself nearly 3 years of being bamboozled. I was sitting at that restaurant wondering how in the hell I fell for such BS. I want those years of my life back! It pains me to think it but my son is better of in heaven with my relatives because Lord knows my child would have been neglected for her. Add to the fact that her BM THOUGHT she had pink eye but didn't take her to the dr AT ALL. He brought her here and I was LIVID! I don't have health insurance and I have a brand new puppy....seriously?!?! It turned out to be an ear and sinus infection but who would care if their boss got livid because they broke the "rule" of not taking time off during the last two weeks of school. She's your frigging child! There seriously ought to be a test people can take to have children before they're allowed to procreate.

HUD= Housing and Urban Development. I'm in NY.

I wish! I called and they have a budget freeze going on. I may look into a cheap roommate scenario. Can't really afford much on unemployment. His stupid ass just threatened my puppy because "his daughter's sleep is more important". And I'm saying it a lot nicer than he did. Such an ass. I love how she's his kid when it suits him but other times he can't be bothered. PLEASE keep me in your prayers and hope that I get a call about the job I interviewed for last week. So happy I didn't marry this prick.