So sick of it! We have them for the month on July and I want them to go back to "crazo". It is just too much work. And I don't do much for them, FDH does, but it changes what we would do, what we eat, where we go, our conversations. My house look like kids are there...you know what I mean? It just doesn't stay clean.

The kids are good kids, truthfully I am blessed. They like me and I like them.

But they are so much work. When I met them almost 3yrs ago, they came with almost no manners. They were neady, and required so much of our time. This has improved so much, but there is still work to be done.

I want to be with FDH, and I am sick of sharing him with the skids, yes, yes, I know it is a package deal but honestly I wish it wasn't.

Having children with you is so different that being just a couple.

Ready for July to be over! And to have FDH back to myself. I can handle every Wednesday and every other weekend but every day! No thank you.

I don't know how you all stay sane having your skids 50/50 or all the time. I have drank more wine since July 1st than I care to admit. It mellows me!