with reality.....

i'm at the grocery store and this man walks up with a small child in his buggy and is just lingering about right next to me. he doesn't appear to be looking for anything, but this little kid keeps saying "hello" "hi" "hello" "hi" over and over and over, my back is facing them, so there is NO way i'm going to engage in this little episode..... then the man says "you just say hi to everyone, don't you?" the kid is obviously too young to have a conversation, but he keeps on....

i'm not saying he was trying to hit on me. but that's sure as hell what it seemed like. ya know the old stereo type where women just go goo-goo for men with little kids... get a clue fucker, how long are you going to stand there waiting for me to acknowledge your presence??? i would go for a man with a puppy/dog/kitten/cat/turtle/pet rock any day of the week over a kid.

guess this sm experience has me jaded. and this shit happens frequently, this guy just totally bugged me.. or maybe i'm worn too thin over my niceness to ss last night and the arrival of both ags tonight.