SMALL VENT
Today I'm feeling overwelmed. How is being me well ill tell you. I'm a wife,SM,mom, friend. Life is not easy dealing with all this. I'm a wife to my DH who has Bipolor this is a feat all in itself. I am a mother to a child with autisum and 2 tipical one is 2 and potty taining. A SM to SS4 who sometimes likes but has emo problems. I'm a friend to all who need it.
Today I stressed out for no real reason. Just feel like crying. Give it a couple of hrs and ill put my big girl panties on. Just once I want someone to give a SH*T about how I feel!
Vent over thanks for reading 
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That's all I ask for.... Just
That's all I ask for.... Just once for someone to care about me and my needs like I care for everyone else's.
I feel for you, keep your head up
Great! I get home from
Great! I get home from dropping my SIL off at the OBGYN my 2yr old is throwing fit because she dosent want kix. Fine ok then you get nothing. Throws herself on the floor wailing her arms and legs. DH is taking a shower tells me I'm a jerk ans so mean because I'm telling our daughter if you don't want that then you get nothing. Then she proceeds to have a accident on the floor. So I go to clean it up. I go to say hi to DH. I open the door and bump into him he is behind the door. I say sorry then he says sorry just dosent cut it what??? These are the days its hard to be married to a bipolor. I'm a sensetive person and today is not the day to be mean to me I'm gonning to have a breakdown. The only thing that could be worse is if SS4 shows up today. FML .... :sick: :sick:
Poor girl, you really have a
Poor girl, you really have a full plate with a bipolar husband and so many really young kids demanding your time and attention. No wonder you are feeling so run down! I think when you feel this way (as any human being on the planet would feel after trying to cope with all this), you have a right to a good cry. Better yet, some alone time to do something that pleases you and feels soothing to your soul. A walk, a good book, yoga (with no interuptions or noise), girl's night out, a mani/pedi, a bubblebath with no one pounding on the door, something for you. Your DH may be bipolar, but can he grasp the concept that you need some nurturing too? He can if you make it clear to him on a regular basis. How about if he gives you a break once in a while and watches the kids or hires a babysitter so you can go do something for yourself. Is there someone in the area that can help you (family, friends, church?). Women tend to put themselves last and everyone else around them has no problem taking them for granted until they are run into the ground. Please don't let that happen to yourself. They'd all go downhill fast without you, so you need to take care of yourself.