I tried to love you when you didnt love me,
I tried to welcome you when I was not welcomed in your site!

I strecthed out my arms to hug you to let you know you are accepted and so welcomed into our life.

I tried to understand you and know you position so maybe I could relate,

I wanted to just know you....

To be friend you no matter the consequences of this situation that we all face.

Anger and bitterness sometimes hate...

I see it written all over your saddend face,

I am not the ememie here although I am easy to blame,
I will never be your mother but I could love you just the same.

For a moment....

For a split second if you could see into my heart,
You would realize I had the best interests for you from that very start.

This home....

This life that you just walked into..I know is all new for you but it is for me to,

Words of battle....

words of resentment echo in your ear..Bio mom bittered by the fact that you are,

Poor child its not your fault that you've been placed in the middle,
How I wish I could give you some solace, but it seems I can comfort your confussion and resentment towards me very little.