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Submitted by Biomomof2 on Tue, 12/23/2014 - 1:43pm

I know I'm going to be a blog hog for awhile. Sorry. Just my way of letting it all go.
I'm angry that H didn't have my back. Went to court for SD "because he had too" (poor him) but 10001 excuses why he couldn't show up for me
Helps everyone else to include ex-wife #2 and I can get my H to feed "my" dogs
I've been the only one here while he has been on disability. I do everything. And it is not appreciated. Now, somehow he is a doormat. Please
"His" family. Yes, he does divide. SD and I got together yesterday and we both left with why is he trying so hard to keep us apart
I'm the enemy. I'm a horrible human being simply because I dare question him
I'm so fucking sick and tired of hearing how SGD only has him. No one else. Bullshit. Her SGrandma just bought all the kids tablets. My kids don't get crap from grandparents. That is really having no grandparent. She is not a victim. Get over it
BS is not as bad as SGD. He has never said horribly vile shit to anyone, and he doesn't attack people. Shit, maybe the reason BS started following DD and me around when H was home was for a reason. Anytime DD went to our room to talk and I wasn't there he would going jump in. Never leaving DD alone with H. Then BS started doing it with me. Aspies pick up on shit we miss. Maybe he knows something.
This is all for now. But I'll be back.

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Submitted by blueorblackink on Tue, 12/23/2014 - 2:54pm

My DD 22 got into a car accident yesterday and broke her neck. I am home from the hospital briefly to shower and maybe get a nap. My DH and sons are leaving tonight to go celebrate Christmas with his family.

Nope, he is not delaying his Christmas trip. Granny would be so heartbroken if she doesn't get to see him on Christmas Day. So my DD's broken neck takes a backseat to his plans.

Merry Fucking Christmas. If he talks to me I might just smack him.

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Submitted by sunny_skies on Tue, 12/23/2014 - 3:24pm

omigosh I'm praying for your DD and so hope you're ok. really?! your DH is leaving you at a time like this?!! jeez.. I don't even know who you are and I want to hold you close to make you feel better Sad

there are no words for how you must be feeling so worried Sad so just sending (((hugs)))

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Submitted by sunny_skies on Tue, 12/23/2014 - 3:28pm

it's ok to be angry. it's ok to be sad. it's ok to feel all the feelings you're feeling right now. your poor head must be spinning with the realisation that it really is over. I'm so sorry ((hugs)) just know that you made the right decision. you will be ok. praying for you xxx

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Submitted by notsurehowtodeal on Wed, 12/24/2014 - 12:17am

Your son sounds like a special young man. He has your back as well as his sister's. Good for him. I agree, it does sound like you are getting your strength back and also that your are beginning to see things clearly.

Hang in there - you are going to get through this.