Well for those of you who have been reading my posts and what-not, thought it was time for an update ...

We've finally had our baby boy - 24/07/11. He was tiny (2510g) and had 2 knots in his cord ... but was fine and healthy after he finally got breathing after birth ... The nurses and my SO thought we were going to lose him, due to him being so blue and not breathing. We've also had to go to formula feeding as I dried up with breastmilk

SO and I had a pretty big argument a few weeks ago (before the arrival of our son), where I finally told him I don't want his kid here, at least until my son is sorted, and until I am sorted! So, when he has his time, his kid is going to SO's parents. Its been GREAT not having to see that little brat, my stress levels have been going DOWN! I've told SO that he can go around and see the brat when he likes, I just don't want him here.
Last weekend, however, we took all 3 boys to the park ... surprise surprise, what happens ... my son gets knocked over by evil brat and hits his head first on the concrete. I was NOT happy one freakin bit. My son was taking off to head to the playground, and the brat started running and if he would have stayed running how he was, he would have been fine, but no, the brat literally had run over towards my son to knock him over by barging him from behind ...
Anyways, mine and bubs post-pregnancy 6-8 week check is on friday, and I'm planning on going back on anti-depressants and such, as I now have depression, PTSD, AND post-nantal.

That's the little update ...