The day started out like usual, SD doesn't really speaks to me unless she needs something. The entire ride to school is awkward because neither one of us is speaking to each other. I try & make small talk but I get shot down QUICK! But wait, when we get to school!?!? "MOM, I hope you have a GREAT day! I LOVE you!!" With a huge hug! So, should I take it personal? May this be a reason why I just don't feel close to her? We just can't relate to one another. There are a lot of things that still annoy me about her, but I am sincerely trying here! I get tired of trying to talk with her. Every time I say something, she is uninterested! I just give up!

The day ended in a good note tho! I played with SD & BS for a while and were all actually having fun! No one arguing or throwing a hissy fit. I hope things continue to progress between us. To be honest, I sometimes wish that it would all end! That I wake up & this whole thing was a dream & I decided not to accept mu DH proposal to date! But I wouldn't have had my BS, he is the center of my universe.

P.S. For those of you who are going to bitch about BS being my all, I was told by 4 Dr's that I would NEVER be able to conceive naturally! He is my miracle!