Yesterday I talked about H inviting me to go out of town with him for the night leaving SD17 and SS18 alone at the house. At first I thought no freaking way but the more I thought about it the more I feel like it might be good for us to get a way, even for just one night. I was able to take off work and told him I would go. We are going to my hometown 3 hours a way and I'll get to see some family too.

I told H that I really hope the skids don't do something stupid and he told me he is not even telling them that neither of us will be home until late tomorrow. (We have security cameras too). He also said that this is their chance to prove they can be trusted. I will still worry about my house and my pets but he is right. This is their chance.