We didn't get to talk much when he got off work. I was tired and wanted to go to bed. He told me he doesn't have the time to see if things are going to work out. His life has too many things going on to have the luxury to do that. He also said that he would never choose me over his kids. That if he could be with his kids 6 hours more everyday instead of being with me, he would... but being the kind of man that he is, he would try for that not to happen that way. He wants to me to be happy with his kids. Anyway, I told him to day I was going to get the book 'Stepmonster'. I've already ordered it and it's coming Wednesday. I told him he should read it to, so that he can have some insight on how I feel and what I deal with. I'm pretty excited to read the book, more excited for him to read it. Lets see if this works

P.S. Will be doing an introductory and full story on how we meant and the problems that we've had in our 10 months, so you guys are update and can understand why it's like this now.