...and I gotta say that if I could go back in time, I would bitch smack that me and tell me just to put up and shut up. It was a miserable marriage and staying in it would have taught my kids nothing about how love is supposed to be in a healthy relationship...but we would have had money to go out to dinner with. I think I am really feeling this because I'm just completely exhausted from the baby's reflux/not sleeping combo...but aargh.