Scrolling through Facebook today, I came across my ex's (BS14's bio-dad) sister's (I don't know why I haven't unfriended her yet..guess that's next on my list) latest status. It's a picture of a letter that my ex wrote her (from prison, of course, where he'll be for the next 3-5 years). She highlighted some of the parts she thought would get him the most sympathy for his "addiction"..and what do I see?? He writes..in all caps... "I LOVE METH!"..Nice...and people wonder why I'm "that BM" who doesn't want my kid (BS14) around that nonsense. It's not because I'm a mean PAS-er..it's because the thought of my son hanging out with a felon, during a visit to the state pen, while screaming "I love meth"..kinda makes my stomach hurt...sheesh..How in the world, in one letter, can a man write that he's found Jesus and clings to the bible, and the next sentence tell his sister how much he loves getting high on meth..?!? Must be the addiction talking..but that man has had ample time to get help..hell even 15 years ago before he was an addict, I tried to get him to settle down, and he kicked my ass and kicked me out..his motto is "fuck it" and he does what he wants. I'm just glad that my BS14 isn't friends with either of them on Facebook..I'd hate to think of how it would make him feel to see his "dad" proudly admit that he loves meth..yikes!