I am a bag of complete nerves. The BM has a bad habit of taking the kids away and giving them back and recently they were taken away for a whole year. Now I have done alot for all parties involved and felt completely used because in the courts things were said about me that I would have never dreamed of and now I am feeling like nothing will ever be right. The eldest SD is in therapy and so the DH goes and visits with the therapist ever so often to talk to her about his daughter. Anyways, this past weekend the BM made a big stink about me not being a good role model and that I am nuts and all this other nonsense and then the next thing I know the therapist is asking the DH to come in and see her regarding the SD and me! I was supposed to sit with the therapist also but she decided that I be excluded until the "right time". I am so confused at what is going on since so many lies have been spewing up! I mean really what could have happened or gond wrong when the SD told us that she wants to live with us and she asked me to take swim lessons with her (all just this past Sunday). We were all having some really good laughs and everything but the BM didn't like that when the SD came home to her she went straight to be and not only that the youngest SD upon being told to go to sleep threw a hissy fit in which the BM claims only happens when they are finished being with us. I am really nervous the DH loves his kids and anything will get him upset!

Does anyone know when normal will be coming back to visit my home???