Sighs,

First of all.. wanted to say to every mom.. HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

I hope things are well. I have step daughter here today. we all went to my parents house.. along with my 2 year olddaughter. step kid.. messing with my parents stuff that doesnt belong to her and BROKE IT! that braclet was 50-60 years old from his mother gave to him when he was a little boy. and pissed me off that she have no respect for anybody stuff...

and I was soooo angry. and my dad said its okay I can fix it. i was like wtf.. you say its okay and i know you are angry and wont show it i will i will be super angry... why grandparents are so gentle to kids?? wtf.. and if i accident break it he will be mad at me but he wont be mad at step kid. wtf. she is 7 yr old she have no respect for anybody.. ugh i hate stepkid.

and i dont want her to come to my aunts this year either pariod that she will break stuff thier house too... and dad says.. you are being so uptight about it.. and so sentitive. is aid yes i am uptight sentitive. and i am being careful because first of all.. its your house and i want her to respect.. and no she destoryed the damn braclet.. of yours tha tis worth 60 years old or so. and that your MOM gave you. and you said its okay???? bull crap!

UGH.. i also 19 weeks pregnant.. i dont give a damn.... i can be a big ass bitch here.. but i am pissed. and feel like im not a good mom that stupid child who doesnt know how to respect people without touching stuff.. ugh..

im going to bed.. i dont know how long i deal with this shit..