Seems as if night before last my DH began to seem distance, like quickly. We had a snappy moment earlier in the day on the phone, but when we were talking later he said I just hate to argue, so I thought all was fine. As the night grew on he seemed more strange, then yesterday was strange again, I had asked him through the day what was going on, he continue to say nothing. Last night it seemed anything to do his own thing and avoid, he was even quite cold as we sat beside each other for just a few minutes.

Well later on...all hell broke loose. I know men are not open discussion creatures sometimes, but he started yelling and screaming. I've taken on and off "fits" like this for about 5 years (whole other story) but lately I realize I'm getting older and not as willing to "take it" as before. I told him stop yelling, then he slams the door so hard our bedroom trim comes off the entrance, OK at that point I'm livid....he is very bad to break shit and I can't seem to have but several months at a time to where there are new holes in the walls or no TV remote, oh and he loves to break his damn cell phone. He has been physically abusive only a time or two ever and not like a major wife beater or something, however I'm not excusing his actions. Also, he had a few beers, but nothing abnormal at all. I lived with this man through pill addiction after a surgery so hell and back I have walked with him.

My BS12 is home during this raging fit and finally he called his dad to pick him up and normally he would go to my DH before his dad so this mean shits is getting bad. The my BD16 and SD16 come in from work and I told him to see them and that they had nothing to do with anything going on so don't take it out on them, HE DID....HE WAS IN MY SD FACE SCREAMING, THEN IN MY BD FACE a few minutes later....he and I have had our fights, but NEVER have I seen him speak to the kids, any of them like this. He turned to my BS12 and said well I guess you don't trust me since you called your dad. Folks this is the craziest behavior I have EVER seen from this man, and I saw some crazy shit while he was on pills.

I told my bios to pack some things and told my SD I would drop her at her BM's if she wanted, and that I loved her, but that decision was hers. He then jumps my ass and tells my I have no say over his daughter, he has never said that because he knows how close we are. He then went to SD and says that he was taking her to her BM since she was so disrespectful and didn't want to stay with him....He made me look as if I lied and said she wanted to go, she had never answered me, although I found out she did want to go to her BM.

He left with her after having several beers, I can only imagine the ride this child endured. I left our house right after him and came to my families farm, this morning he called and ask if I really meant we are "done" and told me he wasn't and wanted me home, I blew alot out on him, but told him face to face is better, so I am supposed to see him in an hour.

My heart is broken, shattered, broken......I don't know what to do, I feel what I should do. He just never thinks of consequences for his actions, I told him he upset 3 kids major bad!