It's been 7 months
since my last post. If you need backround information, go through my prior posts. Too much to unpack and I don't wish to go back to that place.
From my last post(back in september), stbx-ss wrote me a letter apologizing for how he treated me after sd's sucide. I cried non-stop for days. It felt as though weight was lifted off my shoulders. I did end up writing back- thanking him. Tellling him how sorry I was for the loss of SD and wishing him luck in the future. I also met with stbx-dh, he apologized as well for how things ended up and wished me luck. I'm glad he's back to himself again. His son still needs him.Deep down I still loved him but this is for the best.
Our divorce going to be finalized next month. My girls are happy. I'm my old fun loving self again. As for dating- not interested. Maybe in a year or two but as for right now I'm just focusing on myself and my beautiful daughters.
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Sometimes you just need to
Sometimes you just need to focus on you and your bio kids. Beat of luck getting your life back.
I agree 100%
Myself and my daughters are going to be my #1 priority for awhile. Honestly It feels as thorugh I'm just getting my life back. It's a very long process. But it's a process that I'm willing and need to take. Not only for myself and for my daughters as well
I went back and read some of
I went back and read some of your blog and just wow. I have a fear that one of my skids will commit suicide because they are all emotionally injured by their mom abandoning them but I am the scapegoat. Its one of my nightmares but I have so many nightmare scenarios with these kids...there is 4 of them SD19, SD16 SS12 and SS10. Each f'd up more than the next. You never know which one is going to have a breakdown that day. Not a day of peace...EVER.
You really are living my nightmare and Im sorry for that.