Last night, around 1 am, I got a call from.SDs sister. " Mel, I'm at the hospital. Contractions are six minutes apart. The baby's heartbeat keeps dropping. They're admitting me."

BM does not know. She will not find out, until the baby is safely at home, and out of her reach.

Later today, depending when the baby is born, the SDs and I will be going to the hospital, to meet their niece. If it does not happen today, it will happen tomorrow, after school.

I try to be nice. I believe in karma. I do not call BM out of her name, ever, because if I do it in private, I might slip and say it in front of the girls. PASing is her ( failed) thing, not mine.

But just for a minute, I want to gloat. May God and karma forgive me!

This bitch has made my life incredibly difficult. She's hurt my ( step) kids, myself and my husband!

AND I HAVE EVERYTHING SHE WANTS! I have the girls, a home, and my family that sticks by me, and takes care of me. I talk to her own family ( mother, sisters, all her children, and three of her nieces) more then her. I will get to meet her first grandchild before her!

I've spent the last two days trying to find a homeless shelter that will take JK. She has an Obama phone, and only has texting minutes left. No one she knows will let her use their phone or call for her, so she texted me yesterday in desperation. She's lucky i believe in karma, because my life would be easier, if she froze to death on the streets. Heck, I really do believe in karma, so maybe she will, no matter what I do.