I remeber the days when I was actually welcomed Fridays,no more backtalk battles and some relief for 2 nights and 2days. Nowadays I dread them. Seems like my 2 SS one or the other or even both at times will do WHATEVER they feel like just to get under my skin knowing they will be leaving no matter what at 5pm! There are NEVER any calls throughout the wk to speak to the boys nor are we contacted w/behavior updates or concerns through the wknd. DF wants as little contact as possible w/bm and I TOTALLY understand now,why.

Back in the days without worry are now filled with anxiety....Worries of wonder.....What kind of kid will be comming home on Sunday?,What "damaging activities" will the youngest be participating in this time?,and,how long will it take them to get back to routine again? So, now the anxiety goes on through Sunday til bedtime! Poor kidos.I cannot even imagine what they hear and how they are taken because they do not share the exact same hate for me as their bm. Wish I could rid myself of my worry wort! After 3yrs of visitation you'd think things wouldn't still be so dog on horrible!