So its Friday night, and the only reason I am sitting in front of my laptop is because I need to complete a document for a client that i promised I'd have to her by 11pm. i already have the DVD's standing next to the TV in my room. Got my snacks, and even though I've been put on bedrest AGAIN by my obstetrician today, its not so bad. The first episode (with FSS7 being deadly sick in hospital with a tooth infection *giggle*) taught me to get through it okay.

So this is SO's weekend to look after his spawn... oops I mean son. even though it was still unconfirmed until only about 4 hours ago, it does not bother me that he did not inform me of what the confirmed plans were. Tomorrow I have asked a few friends to please assist at home, and they're going to do it with love! By best friend will be here from the morning till evening (she says just-in-case those other cows don't come LOL!). it feels great having friends who clear their days to be supportive to you. The next 5.5 weeks will be challenging, but I made contingency plans to not rely on SO at all. Since I've made the decision to leave him when baby is born, this has been the most liberating experience.

No moodiness in the house for the entire weekend. let him and FSS7 reinforce their horribly dysfunctional behaviour this weekend, and sit at home being totally socially maladaptive and being mad at the world.

i so look forward to next week when i have my baby shower with all my friends I just wish time could fly by now...