I don't want my marriage to end in divorce.

It's not just him having an ex-wife, and then me having a step-son, either. It seems like there are so many issues.

Why do I constantly feel disrespected? I'm also not a big fan of the way he fights (yelling and cussing and calling me names...only to say later he doesn't mean it when he says it. I'm starting to believe he does though....)

We used to be so happy...like we could conquer anything that came our way. It's like we're both just exhausted from having to try so hard though.

Just passed 6 years together, 4 of those married.

Is this just a low time? I don't want to give up. I want to fight. I keep trying to pray for wisdom, peace and clarity. I feel like all I can do is sit in a corner of my closet and cry.