As you have read, we have had ss16 for 4.5 yrs now full time. There are days when I feel so DONE. Well today was one of them. I get tired of being the sole bread winner in this household. Today I told DH that if he cannot help me with bringing in more money then he can send ss16 back to BM b/c I have provided more for this kid then his own bio mom for the past years and I am resentful and sick of it. I have been tired, not physically but mentally. I HATE that I am always the one walking out the door to go to work. It's hardest on me when the kids are home for summer but it's still hard b/c ss16 is almost 17 and it would be nice if he got that job he's been talking about for a year, it'd be nice if DH worked more hours, and bs18 worked more too.

I feel like going on strike! }:)