OK, for a while now, I have had problems with dealing with all the kids (5 year old daughter, 2 year old son, and 9 year old step son). Well I am to be induced May 30th at 6 a.m. with our new little one. So I was really upset and just down right mad at every single person in the house.

But after finding out that I am being induced May 30th. Also the fact that I just busted out bawling and lost it over all the kids yesterday. DH has come to the realization that something really needs to change. I have told him several times before. But I have a feeling, for him to actually realize that I am being serious so to speak, I have to basically have a mental breakdown.

Normally, he pays attention to everything that is being said and what not. But I think that he was so worried these last few weeks that he just didn't see what he needed to be seeing around him. Which I can't blame him, but still.

Well my bio father and step mother have asked if they can take BD and BS for a few weeks or maybe the whole summer if they can and if I don't mind. Which as everyone can tell I totally took them up on the offer! LOL So my dad and step mom are coming up on the 25th to get the kids. But also spend time with me since I have not seen them in over a year.

Also my 14 year old sister is also going to be coming up to help me with my step son and newborn son. Considering that DH has to work this summer (Normally, during the summer he would do just summer school, if he chooses to, but this summer his boss needs him in shop too) Also my step daughter 11 is coming up after summer school ends in June for a few weeks.

So right now everything seems ok, but I am also the type of person that if something is going good. I will sit back and wonder "ok if its good right now, when is the other shoe going to fall and mess everything up?" Which I realize is not good, but really not sure how to stop it.