I apologize for the way it's wrriten ....

I guess well over 3 years ago. I met the love of my life. It's a very funny story and I almost didn't stop to give him the time of day. After a long day of being in court my BD8 I had a class early the next saturday. I had to get gas and drop my BD8 off at my moms and I was already late. He asked me for my number I gave it to him we hit it off and we are currently engaged. His BK are 3 girls 13,10 and 7.

They are wonderful but their BM is a bit wild.

For the first year of our relationship the kids lived in the same state as us, same house as their dad. BM and the kids moved down south. Since then he's been flying down south 3 times a year to go see them. It has been very ROUGH on ME because he hasnt been keeping a steady job. Right now we live with his mom and we all have a lot of space but I want my OWN space. I FEEL A TON OF PRESSURE to save up for a new space on my own since he is not working a whole lot.

Like I stated before he flys down south to see the kids alot but the last trip REALLY crushed me. I said I would like to bring my daughter with me to go see the kids with him, he said september sure but probably not October which I understand because that was the trip for his daughters birthday and I figured he didnt want any distractions. He booked his solo trip but then his sisters - the kids bio aunts booked the trip to see them as well. Okay fine thise are their AUNTS. But what really hurt me this last and final time was the fact that his sisters each brought their girlfriend/boyfriend along. I was hurt because I have known his BDS a lot longer then his sisters boyfriend who she just broke up and got back together with and his sisters girlfriend whom shes only been with for 3 months. I asked him why didn't anyone even ask or say "We are going to see the kids too.. this is the hotel we are staying at do you and kayla still want to come.." or anything like that and he said what they do has nothing to do with me. We argued about it but I let it die down because I didn't want to let him get on a plane with bad air between us. But I couldn't control myself one day and I let him have it... I pretty much told him that If I am your 'FIANCE' you have to start considering my feelings more and he has to start standing up for me. His girls spent A TON of time with me and my BD7 and I haven't seen them in almost 2 years.. the new SOs of your sisters shoud have waited their turn and thats just how I feel..