Last week I wrote about how my life was so not cool because of the tension and stressful environment that I had to deal with at home because of the SD10.... I talked about how manipulative she was and how she has made my life unbearable when she is with us (her father and I). Well, last week I also posted about how I was done with this stressful relationship and that I was unwilling to get married because it would only get worse as she gets older…. A LOT HAS CHANGED SINCE that post... I did go and sign a lease to an apartment. Ironically however, I don’t know if it is me, her or even her dad. But since I signed the lease, we have all been getting along so WONDERFULLY. I haven’t told him that I have an apartment… A weight was lifted from my shoulders when I signed the lease, how happy I was and am. AS SOON AS I WASHED MY HANDS OF THEM, is when I was able to breathe again… and now we all get along well…. I wonder was it me this whole time being stressed because I didn’t have a safe haven, and now that I do has my attitude changed and is this why MY EXISTENCE AT HOME ISNT STRESSFUL AT ALL!!! When should I tell him? OR IS STILL ALL AN ILLUSION????