So. This last week was the most mad I've been in this relationship to date. I was furious, had my bags packed, gave SO ultimatums that HAD to be followed up on. Know what happened?? ? HE CHANGED!!!! He changed to do what I needed to be happy in this house, got his kids both on board and all 3 of them did an awesome job!!!!! SO told his boys that there are certain expecations they need to do in order to keep me happy. Why is this a problem you ask???? Because I still plain ol' don't want to be around his kids!! Maybe I was looking forward to him failing at any of this so I could move out guilt free??? I'm not sure, but all I know is that the problem is technically still there since I don't want the skids around at all, nevermind if they're finally cleaning up after themselves or not! But since they've all been doing a good job, I can't really complain about anything now can I. Damn. Now what?!?

I pray for the BM to move far away and take skids with her!!!