Amazingly another weekend I spent at my own house.I enjoyed going on the train shopping and seeing my friend in the day for her Bday.Then out with more friends in the evening,I get to dress upone guy checking me out.It just felt fun,I'm out in the air more,I had choice.Normally at my BF's house with 'SS' at wknd we sit in watching TV most of the day.the two of them goggle eyed at it.Little conversation.Also I could eat and sleep at normal times.I am shattered over there,what with late nights and early mornings being kept up/woken up.And 'SS' answering back to my BF and doing anything to avoid going to bed past 11 pm, then quite often still calling out at night (now 10 years old and it hasn't stopped).BF phoned me and started talking about 'SS' and him getting a grading/new belt for 'Kung Fu'.I find myself a bit detached.Having the odd weekend at home makes me feel I can cope a bit more with the weekends with them,but they are so far and in between and he hates me having my space.