BF went out of state for Thanksgiving, my family is out of state and I had to work.

BAH!

Been blue for a little over a week now, so then aunt flo comes for a visit.... just pour salt on my already open wound of being alone... but PAIN and all the other lovely symptoms involved.

Then I call BF yesterday morning. I did not think I would have woke him up, but I did. I am talking to him and they I hear something like a "coo" in the background.

"Who are you with?" I ask.

"SS10 is in bed with me, why?" He stated.

:O

It has been on my mind ever since. Does he even want to sleep in the same bed with me? Would he rather sleep with her?

I have talked to him and talked to him about this. She is too old to sleep with him on a regular basis. We even had to go so far as no nightmares or storms because she will act scared EVERY night to get to sleep in our room! She would come stand by his side of the bed and if he didn't wake up, she would start crying. When he woke up, THEN she had a nightmare to tell him about. She stood there for 3 minutes with no crying or anything.

I know, things have been good, but this threw me for a loop. I thought we had this taken care of. I guess it is time to have the counselor tell him point blank that he should NOT sleep with her. This is not for comfort, it is a habit! I am so stinking angry about this!

I am starting to see the little notes again from her. She will just pop out "I love you Daddy" for no reason in the middle of conversations.

I know some people might just say, "awww, she loves her Daddy.... they are so close" Yeah, they are CLOSE! He ignores his son to spend time with her. If he does something with SS12, "Oh, I better do something with SD10 to make it up to her!"

WTF?????

Why is it that I care for him so much when this bothers me so bad? Why can I just let it go? Am I so lonely right now that I am jealous of her? My appointment with my counselor is not for 2 weeks. Should I just stay quiet and wait? Should I confront him?