I have been MIA and not able to blog in quite some time. My last post has some background. Just going through a big life change career wise that took on an unexpected curveball. Been occupied with saying goodbye to my previous place of employment that had its own kind of grief to process. Plus worry about making ends meet while job searching and getting establishd someplace new.

The stress of interviewing and trying to get some kind of soft landing, plus other personal non step related issues thrown in between has been a hell of a lot. 

I just started my new job this past week which has been stressful and overwhelming so far in and of itself. Havent been the new person in a decade. So its been a huge adjustment and been trying to get back on my feet..Hitting the ground runningn trying to navitage a whole new start.  Needless to say , the SD and all her constant woes has barely been a blip on my radar this past year so far. I have had more than enough to worry about without all her garbage, Despite all my venting I have done on here, but in my personal life...its hasnt been given hardly any air. Which is nothing new and business as usual there. 

As challenging as things have been for me and no matter how discouraged I have felt, I should at least feel proud that I am NOT like my SD, who would rather remain stagnant and wallow in her cesspool of a life polutted and littered with the results of her own shit choices. Granted, I could have chosen to just mope around feeling sorry for myself and its not like I didnt have a reason to feel down on my luck. But unlike SD, I  also being an able bodied person like her,,,managed to at least brush myself off and refuse to flash the professional Victimhood card or make BS excuses used to leech off the state.  THAT is one of various fundamental differences between me and SD, which also serves of one of many reasons why we dont mesh and never did. Just not the same people who share all the same values. 

Guess what, SD? I didnt ask for my recent difficult situation or any others that had landed on my lap. I dont know about you, but I dont know anyone besides myself, who has a free ride on Easy Street all the time. Its tough out there for everyone ( not like she cares unless its all about HER.which she made painfully clear IMHO) At least I have been working through it which is more than i can ever say for her. 

Even when I feel down and out, at least I can be glad that I had at least tried to be proactive in attempting to improve my sitiuation instead of digging in my heels like SD who just feels that the someone somwhere owes her something or another because of her plight, rather than get off her butt and do something about it instead of throwing a tantrum. I can at least hold my head high about that.