I just feel lost! i feel like a horrible person. I just don't want to do it anymore. I have to have some change. I talk to dh, he throws and ice cream cone at our window, in our home... last night this happened. I still ehavent cleaned it yet he ask me to take SD to her BB game, pick her up from her Gma house to take her, BM is at game. I just want to quit. He tells me last night he wishes he never married me, he F..ing hates me. We have 2 bio kids together. I just want to quit!!