After my last post, I talked to dh, we discussed what we could do different, try to work together and focus on our relationship. I felt positive about everything. All week everything was good even with SDS there, I mean I do not talk to them, but overall, it was decent.

He wants to go to dinner last night, all of us. I was hesitant, we were going to a place where the ex's family always goes but I felt, I can do this! We went.

Ex's whole family showed up, except her, I went and sat with some friends so dh could mingle with them. Kids are and left.. the restaurant is very open, relaxed, come and go as you please, pool table, etc. About an hour after we got there, I am still doing ok. Disengaged from the ex's family and talking to my friends. Dh finally comes over and sits by me.

We were there two weeks ago and an old friend came to talk to dh and friend wouldn't shut up about wife #1, he really liked her, doesn't care much for me. He doesn't even know me but dh NEVER stuck up for me! Friend shows up last night, dh tells him to apologize to me, he refuses and starts again. I got up and left, dh stayed there. Wife #1d family is STILL there as well. Finally dh gets up and comes over to me, I tell him we are leaving. I was beyond pissed. I told him in the car, we are over, I am done.

I talked to him briefly at home, got up this morning and left in my car, figuring to could manage to do something for the whole day.

He never stands up for me and in the end, I am the bitch! I have almost all the funds I need to leave, still preparing. I feel from here forward, I will do absolutely nothing with him anymore.