I got up this morning feeling like the inside of a fat man’s butthole. My head hurts, I'm having vaginal soreness, and I looked in the mirror to be greeted by my new love handles and kankles. Every time I go to the bathroom I walk out and end up running right back like my bladder is playing a cruel joke. I can feel her inside of me it feels like she is stretching every five minutes. My ankles hurt when I walk and I have heartburn. I turned on the TV to some show with a pregnant woman laughing with her friends and I wanted to throw my shoe at the screen.

And to add insult to injury I go to get some cashews and vanilla ice cream. I open my cashew can and it’s empty. I curse in my mind. DH comes out and rubs my belly and tells me he told SD she can have a friend come over after school to work on a project and he has to go to work this afternoon. I asked if he could please drop them by the library after school because I don't want to be stuck in the house alone with two teenagers and I don't feel so well. He starts to get snippy with me saying that I always find a problem in anything dealing with SD and it won’t kill me to have her friend come over and they can practically watch themselves. I stood up looked him right in the eye.

"DH I said no not today. I have a right to say no I don't want to watch two teenagers. I just love how you and SD make plans and just expect me to fall in line. I am 27 weeks pregnant with your child. I feel like crap and I said not today. Call me a B whatever. I have the right to relax in my house. Before you open your mouth and turn this into an argument know this. I am not in the mood I am not trying to be evil right now but I am fat and pregnant and feeling like crap. And if you act like you can care less I will come un raveled because your priority right now is making your pregnant wife feel comfortable and not stressed out because I feel my blood pressure rising"

DH didn't say much other than he understands and he will drop them by the library. I may have blown things out of proportion and had a moment of letting my hormones get to me. But I feel like I said what I needed to say and t got his attention. He is on his way to the store to get me some cashews now so at least something good will comes out of this morning.