The skids go back to BM this weekend after having them for almost 2 months... I am 8 mo pregnant and I cannot freaking wait to finally be able to get my home ready for my own childs birth and homecoming (this is my first child). I feel horrid saying it but omg I cant get a darn thing done with them always underfoot and in the way messing things up as I try to clean/organize. I have been trying to get the nursery finished, house cleaned and organized, etc and having them back with their wicked BM will def help me out a lot. I try to get things done during "nap time" but always have to correct them for playing in their beds or making noises so that when one falls asleep I barely have time to get anything done before the other is awake again. And by the time "bed time" rolls around I am so darn exhausted and just want to spend some QT with DH and nothing gets done. I have laundry piled up, dishes waiting to be washed, floors that need vacuumed, toys that need to be put away as well as everything for the new baby to organize and put away... I NEED A FRIGGIN BREAK!!! Oh I can't wait to take them back to their mother...

And I thought that we were going to have them permanently b/c BM had court the other day for probation violation but thankfully that got postponed. I was excited until I realized that I did not want to spend my first few months home with my soon-to-be daughter dealing with them. Maybe in another 6 mo to 1yr I would be happy to have full custody but I want time to get to know my own child...

Okay, I think vent over... God I hope Im not as horrid as I sound lol...