we got to see my stepson for a short period of time today. my mother in-law took pity on us and brought him over during her visitation. she made a big deal about it, i wish she would be more understanding... we had fun playing outside and snuggling, watching movies. soon he had to go, and i could see my husbands heart breaking. i knew he was fighting the tears. i only wish i could ease him pain.

seems like forever since i last seen my stepson. i am starting to deal but its not easy. its hard to look at his pictures. its even harder when his mother keeps reminding my that he is not my son. sigh... i am not trying to replace her, i am just hoping he has enough room in his heart for both of us. right now i am trying to court system. trying to ignore her when she texts or call to make me question my relationship. its her personal goal in my life for my husband to spend the rest of his life alone. i feel so sorry for my stepson and her other children.