I hope this gives me enough of an outlet that I don't end up snapping and doing or sing something I will regret.

I guess I will start with my situation.
I was married once before. Had a step son from when he was 2 ended up having 2 more boys with her. Separated when the kids were 4 7 and SS10.
Things were great with my step son. He was one of my own. Never thought of him as anything else until my ex left and eventually took my SS with her.
Now because of the long court process and her brainwashing him he has changed. Maybe it was the breakup or the separation from his brothers or her telling him horrible things about me. He is not the same child I raised for 8 years

Now I have been living with my new lady for four years and she has 2 daughters.
So all the kids ages now are BS8, SD9, BS11, SD14 and SS10(living with his mother)

I will have more to post I just wanted to start this now.