So I just recently had a missed miscarriage the first couple days were horrible and then I started to think “everything happens for a reason” and in a way I was glad I got to experience something like that with my fiancé cuz we were able to grieve together and it brought us closer but now the step kids are coming today and I can only be sad. Why did I have to have a miscarriage with a man I love and a baby we planned yet him and his ex had a kid from a one night stand and we’re able to have two more kids that weren’t planned.